motherhood is easy but emotionally difficult😞 I love my daughter but being a first time mom I feel…

motherhood is easy but emotionally difficult😞 I love my daughter but being a first time mom I feel I'm doing everything wrong.... Wednesday is my birthday and my own mother canceled my party because she's emotional for her father.(I already felt unimportant because I've been sharing my bday with my younger cousin the past few years, then my mom didn't even want me at my bday party with out my daughter that's too young to be out at a party, shell be 6 days old.) my family isn't making my life easy as a new mom. Im greatful for my bf and his mom mostly for helping me out in this stressing time. I'm hoping with time everything will get better 😔😊 I need some love right now 😭