Really need some positive vibes I'm not feeling good at all yesterday was great got the last bits of…

Really need some positive vibes I'm not feeling good at all yesterday was great got the last bits of clothes for my princess only a few more things to get but was up yet again for 3 hours in the night with this bloody cramp in my right leg and princess kicking me and for some reason fear has set in what if I can't do this what if I end up on my own what if I just give up because today I feel I could my partner is at work and my son is happy n playing nice I feel iv got no one to talk to. I'm only 24 weeks and feeling massive even no my last scan said she was small. I'm probably just being silly but crying is just making me feeling more crap then I do. Just wish the oh wasn't at work so I can rest or sleep take some me time have some cuddles I really don't feel like things are going to be alright. sorry about the rant 😢