So just heard one of my friend that I was really close to in the past just lost her baby ... she…

So just heard one of my friend that I was really close to in the past just lost her baby ... she already has 5 that she doesn't have ... well we had to stop hanging because she found drugs and stealing and also in and out of jail and I also believe she is still on crack cocaine .... last time I seen her was like 6months ago and she wasted away to nothing and had all kinds of black spots on her ... I couldn't hardly recognize her she lied to me saying it was cancer but I ended up calling her mom for verification and she was back on drugs ...she has developed all kinds of medical problems due to this... I love her still and I wish we could be close again but it doesn't seem like that's going to happen ... I hate she had to go through a loss but honestly that baby didn't need to be here under the circumstances.... I really hate she turned out this way it breaks my heart