I never knew how scared I would be as a first time mom until I see every detail of my son.. First night perfect baby. Wakes up only for feedings great. Second night. He starts to startle and jump in his sleep. 3rd day his eyes start going cross eyes and he whines a lot more and screams for food..and very demanding. And breast feeding doesn't hurt but damn my boobs get really heavy when there is milk 😩😩😩😩. #welcomingmyselftomotherhood