well baby luke had to be put back on the ventilator im so upset he can't get his breathing…

well baby luke had to be put back on the ventilator im so upset he can't get his breathing controlled i feel so bad for my son and helpless. i can't even hold him or anything just have to wait and wait and wait to see where we go from here. 36 weeks and having trouble outside of womb i wish i would have been able to cook him longer.