these nights have been rough. stay awake til like 1 am sleep for a bit if i can wake up at 3:30 give…

these nights have been rough. stay awake til like 1 am sleep for a bit if i can wake up at 3:30 give my grandpa his medicine. then takes me atleast half an hour 2 go back to sleep. wake up between 6:30 to 7:30 depending on my grandpa. i set my alarm for 7:30 but like today he woke me up at 6:45. take his iv off. flush his picc line. cap em. let him shower. give him breakfast and his meds. wait for nurse. shes here now.. then at 9:30 his other pill. ima go crazy lol. but i love him. nobody will care for him like me. he raised me and hes done so much for me.