Today is the day that I should be celebrating his 4th birthday... but instead I live I'm a world where he does not exist…

Today is the day that I should be celebrating his 4th birthday... but instead I live I'm a world where he does not exist anymore and barely anyone knows that he ever did. I can't post this on my regular Facebook because it is off topic for my family... I was only 11 weeks 2 days when I misscarried him on December 13, 2011... His due date was July 29, 2012. Mommy loves you, Ezra. I am so glad to have you watching over your baby brother. I just wish you were here with us.