pregnancy is so beautiful. i admire the strong moms in woman all over the world. having a baby comes with so much responsibility. in love , dedication. i had shiloh at 28 weeks although he was breathing on his own i was terrified. in blamed myself for him coming so early. he was 3 poundz 5 oz. 14.5 inches now he is 7 pounds in 12 ounces. after two months back in forth in the hospital. it was stressful. in extremely hard. but me in my fiance made it through. i kno that it was gods will. in am forever grateful. to have my son in my arms where he belong. be blessed in be safe moms .
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

i hope i have my baby this week...or in a couple of years...if he wants to come out...it's whatever he wants 😓
so i want my SO and my mom in the room during labor, but my SO says because i get to have my mom, he should have his in there. ive told him no a million times (no secret his mom and i hatteeee each other) but i feel like hes going to try to have her there anyway and ill get so mad ill probably kick him out of the room too....any advice?

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her ...