So tell me why my bf of 8 years...just take proposed to me. Haha hell I'm slick mad && also laughing…

So tell me why my bf of 8 years...just take proposed to me. Haha hell I'm slick mad && also laughing bc I'm like wtf.💔💍 I called off our wedding day after Christmas 2011 (wedding 7/24/12) bc I felt like our relationship at that time of 2 years was premature still) so now years later I'm as ready as ima get && I want to be married especially being we just had our baby #3. Even his family pushing the issue everytime they are one of us or both bc we have so many kids and been together almost a decade. Our fights will probably never end but atleast I know him inside out && I don't trust being with no other man having my 3 daughters in harms way. Now when the "actual proposal" comes..I won't be all surprised bc now my mind is thinking it's another joke. It's so annoying! Really wanna punch him in the face and shove him in the dogs kennel in the hot a** ga rage but that'll be too nice.😡😡😡