I have 0 friends to hang with, text, talk to...my best friend of 20 years has 3 daughters too but…

I have 0 friends to hang with, text, talk to...my best friend of 20 years has 3 daughters too but lives over 1000 miles away. My other best friend of over 2 years is not a mother (college student) and there's a 7 year age gap so it's hard for her to really understand or just hang out when I have 3 kids, even tho she's very supportive and as a Godmama to my 3 week old she has bought more things for her than my bf has yet to buy. I just hate not being able to have an outlet with actual ppl and have things in common so I don't feel like baggage.😟😟😢