This is so frustrating. I wanna cry. 40+5.The nurse couldnt even reach my cervix, she had to push…

This is so frustrating. I wanna cry. 40+5.The nurse couldnt even reach my cervix, she had to push super hard. She said on the outside Im still at a 4. Inside I am shut. And he feels like a big baby. And that sometimes when they dont wanna come out that could be a sign he is big. Also that the contractions I am having right now are hardly even there they are so mild.(that parts expected cuz they arent bad or consistant right now) She is calling my dr to see what he wants to do and knowing him, I will be sent home