So, if worrying sick about my son and him having GOD KNOWS WHAT now wasn't enough, today he INSISTED…

So, if worrying sick about my son and him having GOD KNOWS WHAT now wasn't enough, today he INSISTED that he buzz his own hair. Couldn't wait for his daddy to do it, he had to do it to prove a point. Came out terrible. That's besides the point; he cut himself, I found out afterwards, with the buzzers . Then, my husband used them when he got home from work, and cut HIMSELF.

Now fucking what??? What in the actual fuck do I do now????? Im so fucking over everything!!! Screw all the goddamn stress this life has to offer!!!! Seriously want to just dissappear tonight and let life sort itself out...I have never felt so helpless or anxious and panicked and lost before!