I keep thinking about Arlos birth - it was very surreal. But what keeps crossing my mind is when I…

I keep thinking about Arlos birth - it was very surreal. But what keeps crossing my mind is when I seen my reflection above me and the lady doctor had her whole arm in me! Like dude- I literally got fisted or should I say armed. My face went from 😄😄😊😊😍😍 to 🤔🤔😐😐😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨. I know I had a 7pd baby come out but she took it to far- could've took me to dinner first.