I've been off of work for 4 months (since the day I had my son on April 6th) & now I'm 2 weeks away from going back to work.. I'm dreading it so much. I wish it was easier to be a stay at home mom nowadays. Every single night when I put my son to sleep, I look into our baby monitor & usually start bawling knowing I have to leave him to go to work here soon. It is going to be so hard to go back :(