I wish I could go back to sleep but can't. I woke up to feed the baby now I can't go back to sleep…

I wish I could go back to sleep but can't. I woke up to feed the baby now I can't go back to sleep she going to wake again for around 8:30 I need to be sleeping. It happens everyday wake up to feed the baby and have hard time going back sleep. I think I sleep at the most 5 hours a day. Once I am awake the day I take a nap she only sleeps for 20 to 30 minutes every few hours. Then I fight with my son to go to sleep every night. I don't fall asleep until 11:30 or 12 everyday. I miss going to sleep 9:30 and being able to fall back asleep when I wake up in the middle of the night. And I am hungry my stomach is growling. Can't eat anything because my evil dad's wife will be up soon. I have to wait until she leaves for work at 7.