bickering about not wanting to deliver at a hospital.. and he keeps telling me its not that bad, the…

bickering about not wanting to deliver at a hospital.. and he keeps telling me its not that bad, the docu. made it look worse. well my point is i dont want my child to come into the world in a negative ass place like a hospital. for one- im terrified of hospitals & i dont want to deliver in a place full of death. & for two - its my baby - my vagina - therefore MY FUCKING CHOICE.. go sit in the hospital if u want.. ill be across town