OMG feeling drained I feel like crap my three older ones wont clean up after themselves and all my…

OMG feeling drained I feel like crap my three older ones wont clean up after themselves and all my twins do is fight and cry and the baby thinks in supposed to hold his big butt all the time which is ok every now and then but he is heavy as hell and wants to play while I hold him and he is mean he hits bites and pulls hair smh I need some serious me time I deserve a break