adulting is so hard when you're a mom to a new baby i had just started working factory work when my…

adulting is so hard when you're a mom to a new baby i had just started working factory work when my fiance died cause i said ok two people in a household working close to minumum wage is doable . i currently just bartend at a strip club a few days a week and make great tips i got offered a phone job 10$ an hour and a extra 500 if you stay there 60 days i reallyy hate turning it down cause i have like no workplace experience and could use it but i would only be part time and making about 700 a month or something like that i would still have to bartend on the side too being the only one paying rent bills and having two kids . i just don't think thats fair to my kids aunt since she's the only one i have to watch them and for free or if she could be consistent enough so i could be on time daily for that job i don't want my new born in daycare my first son was always getting sick and not getting the kind of attention he gets at home ,, always had a cough . i'd love to find an at home job selling body wraps or something. /= there's just a lot of really big downsides to working a job right now although i hate turning it down . /=