Had my first "single mom meltdown". I was halfway through pumping, baby started to wake up... Then…

Had my first "single mom meltdown". I was halfway through pumping, baby started to wake up... Then started crying and usually when he does that I give him his binky and he's fine for a little while but the binky was in the other room 😩 so then it ended in us both crying, thanks to my hormones and his cry just breaks my heart.. Some days I just wish I had help 😞