Totally fed up today I really am. The only thing that keeps me sane is talking to u lovely ladies.…
Totally fed up today I really am. The only thing that keeps me sane is talking to u lovely ladies. No one texts me and sees me and I'm stuck in unless I struggle out with all the children. My ritual has now become bed asap where i currently am fruit in hand and chocolate. Babies father was meant to contact today and come over only to have not bothered again! So I'm not chasing him. Hasn't seen his daughter in nearly 2 weeks now and she's just had melt down after meltdown tired and confused today. So fed up. Realisation on wtf am I gonna do when I give birth and have no one to have the children in an emergency and the fact I'll have to employ a doula unless I want to give birth alone. My last pregnancy was a week in hospital with induction and complications and that's pretty much how it goes for me if I'm lucky. So no idea wtf I will do now. An emergency childminder for 3 children for days will cost me thousands and if I end up more sick then what! Omg what have I done!
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It will all be OK, you have plenty of time still, you'll sort it out. I'm sure someone will surprise you and express the desire to be with you there, and someone will volunteer to sit with the kids. Don't worry! xxx
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Sometimes @suzie80 we get days when we feel how the heck are we going to cope (I do) and other days we just say you know 'whatever we'll deal with when it happens.' You will be fine and time to prepare. I hope you're feeling better xxx