@katarama, yea , i thought contractions were nothing. Yea right. I literally thought i was going to die. Idk how people do it natural

Oh my gosh @katarama that's so scary!!!!! 😱

I was in so much pain once they broke my water that I straight up had a panic attack, had I not gotten the epidural I would have had to have been put under anesthesia because I wasn't able to calm myself down. I was shaking uncontrollably and fading in and out of consciousness, trying to rip out my IV ports and everything. I was convinced I was going to die lol, so yeah...I'm right there with you. No more babies for me for a LONG time, if ever. Still have nightmares reliving that shit.