Stressed, upset, frustrated, confused, just everything... I can't turn my brain off from thinking…

Stressed, upset, frustrated, confused, just everything... I can't turn my brain off from thinking and going through flashbacks! I can't sleep and I feel horrible for being upset knowing my baby can feel it too... I'm so tired and I can't deal with this anymore. When will I finally be where I want to be? Just want my son to get here so I'll have my two boys and my hubby....😢 glad I get to get out the house tomorrow and see my mommy.