I'm so done with today and want no part of the rest of the month but I must go on adulting..... I…

I'm so done with today and want no part of the rest of the month but I must go on adulting..... I get no date nights, no BD,no massages, and quality time and you wonder why I'm angry and you wonder why I can't get pregnant.... it's on you pal, and I'm one pregnancy announcement from losing my shit,man IDK if ur it's my hormones or what but I'm seriously on edge... sorry I just gotta vent a bit.