sometimes when I start thinking about everything that's about to happen with a second baby in my…

sometimes when I start thinking about everything that's about to happen with a second baby in my life I get really scared....I feel like I might lose my mind raising 2 kids on my own! age 2 and under at that....Smh I just wish I could count on bd for some cash fr that's all I need from him...I just feel very overwhelmed I guess! 😕😕