theres certain things my husband needs to work on about himself and his family agrees. im tired of…

theres certain things my husband needs to work on about himself and his family agrees. im tired of taking on all the bigger responsibilities and he doesn't even try. hes like oh i work. bruh ur a fuking security gaurd. u work the overnight shift. u watch movies on ur phone n play games. omg u have ut so hard. u come home and sometimes wash dishes, half ass clean the bathroom and cook one day of the week. omg so hard. yesterday he was upset that after he cooked i didnt do dishes. um did u not see how hard my day was. hes like oh i cleaned the kitchen and the bathroom and cooked u could do dishes. really? im taking care of my sick grandpa. do everything for him. manage the finances. make sure all the bills are paid. contacted his doctor n insurance. contacted my daughters doctir n insurance. trying to see if they cover treatment for her. i was completely frustrated and crying. and i wasnt feeling good. i been sleeping 3 to 5 hours max. the night before i went to bed at 12 or 1 to wake up at 4 with my daughter sick. thats how i started my day. n ur gonna complain. thats why ur family says u dont know how to deal with more serious stuff. u can be very selfish. im so pissed. i went to bed after him last night and woke up this morning. slept 5 hours. meanwhile hes still sleeping. oh cuz he works and deserves it. bruh u didnt work last night. when ur an adult and a parent u always got sumtin going on. so he can get a break but i cant. hes gonna find himself divorced if he keeps on. im tired of this shit. i rather be alone then have another body to feed and worry bout that doesnt give a fuk. i have health issues n u rather run me into the fuking ground. then take care of me when i get extremely sick. thats the only time hes helpful. but does nuttin to prevent it. wtf does he think? the sex so good and i wont find nobody else? thats the least of my worrys. i dnt need a relationship i can easily have a fuk friend if i want sex. but i dont want another relationship. im pretty happy being alone.