12 midnight...usually I can't sleep but the 1 night I'm exhausted n my 2 year old refuses sleep... and my baby boy is putting so much pressure on my pelvis it's unbearable! !!!! hurts so bad I started crying, which made hubby worried, I never cry lol... but on the bright side this chocolate milk is absolutely amazing... I could drink the whole gallon...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Agh I could cry!!! Worst tummy ache/period pains ever, in bed taken paracetamol so hopefully that helps so I can sleep! Suddenly came from no where!!!

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️