Random thoughts, all smashed together..
only hard part about breast feeding is that I have to be up every 2 hours to feed our girl no matter what. I haven't felt up to pumping but once so far. the bonding experience is amazing tho! both of us be so relaxed when she's eating that we both doze off Lol... she looks so much like her daddy but acts like me & her big brother.. she's already a demanding little diva who's got to have things her way! Lol we haven't had many visitors and thats nice but then again it would be nice to have company too.. her and her dad absolutely adore each other, she opens her eyes and looks around when he speaks and she's calmed by his voice and gentle hugs when she starts to cry! 😍 the only thing I wish is that I could change right now is to sleep a whole 8 hours again! lol

Her helmet she got so she can be safe (as she told me) when she rides her bike and scooter lol
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Advice please ?
Long story... I'm getting married in April we decided no kids other than our own two and my niece And nephew as would end up more kids that adults and it would Cost so much more plus wanted parents to have a day/night to enjoy themselves. Anyway my "maid of honor" ( hasn't done much to help but cause me stress) has 5 kids her youngest will be around 5 months old she's breastfeeding him and keeps telling me she is gonna try and express ect... but I know she has no intentions of d...
omg... I'm so depressed my child cries more than she doesnt..The only time she's not crying is when she's alsleep.. but she only sleeps 30 minutes each time. she won't sit in her carseat, her crib, pack n play , her swing, bouncer nothing!!! I have to hold ger 24/7 even when she's sleeping or else she will wake up. I'm tired I don't get any sleep nothing soothes her I don't even remember the last time I had enough time to bathe :'( I love her so much but this is so challenging