my mind has been going in so many different directions. from not ready to be a mom ..to not living…

my mind has been going in so many different directions. from not ready to be a mom ..to not living the single stress free life of coming home to peace and quiet ...to trying to be super woman and handling everything and more all the time. having a little boy and trying to shop for him. dad says his outfits are cheesey well the first three mos I am not looking to dress him up. half of the time he will be spitting up on them anyway. I honestly just want to relax away from everyone and everything. I have NO clue as to how I will manage things when my little prince gets here. #nervous..afraid..anxious...in space