Ugh! I do nothing but clean and take care of my little one that I feel like it's a chore now a days. I went back to work…

Ugh! I do nothing but clean and take care of my little one that I feel like it's a chore now a days. I went back to work and even though I have to wait till next week for a check I still have to come home cook, do laundry, wash dishes, sweep, mop, vacuum, ect. on top of taking care of Colton while all my fiancé has to do is work, sleep, shower, shit, and shave. I understand his 4 days he's working because he works 3rd shift but on his days off he coulda helped but he didn't. Now that I went back to work I'm still doin everything and my baby is sick and I haven't been able to go to the doctor for an assessment for my ppd meds and I'm about to have a mental break down and he doesn't quiet understand that. Like if you want me to do all the stuff around the house 24/7 and take care of our son I'll be glad to stay home and do so but don't expect me to work 44 hours a week and do everything. Your job is easy and no matter how much I ask him to help or give him stuff to do he refuses to do it cuz he's paying all the bills. Like I didn't just make this baby you did and he has your last name cuz I figured by now we'd be married and he'd be helping but if I could go back to 2 months ago he'd have my last name and I'd be gone. I'd raise my son on my own, got through my ppd, and had helped from my mom, sister, and brother. If only I could go back in time.