wow moms! its a day of sorrow for me. I lost my grandmother yesterday. Id promised her that Id come…

wow moms! its a day of sorrow for me. I lost my grandmother yesterday. Id promised her that Id come back after I had my son. She was so excited to know I was pregnant. Now im in my third trimester my shower is next weekend and the funeral hasnt been decided yet. my doctor already said its not recommended I travel and was nice enough to say if you have to go take breaks to walk and stretch. Im so confused...so sad and confused. I would prefer I be in a less stressful environment, but I dont know.