I was knocked out from anesthesia after the spinal didn't work all the way twice sadly.. but Joseph…

I was knocked out from anesthesia after the spinal didn't work all the way twice sadly.. but Joseph said when he walked in and they were finishing sewing me up baby Kaiden was RIGHT there and he just started crying.. like that's MY baby. That's mine and Kirstens baby!! he got to trim the cord since he couldn't be in the room or cut it. after around 24 hours of labor.. it really sucked I couldn't have him vaginally BUT I prayed about it and God made it happen this way for a reason. he was 9 lbs 10 oz and 21 inches long. his head was around 2 inches above the normal size at birth. and he was still at a -2 and 5.8 cm dilated after all that time.. it all so stinks I had to be put under.and neither Joseph or I could watch the birth :'( but what counts is that he's a sweet healthy happy baby boy and he's here!! I'm beyond blessed with my sweet family 😍