Any new moms feel more lonely than before? I adore having my baby girl is! but I seriously feel so…

Any new moms feel more lonely than before? I adore having my baby girl is! but I seriously feel so completely alone now and I don't know why. I assume it's a touch of ppd, but I can't go see my midwife because they no longer accept my insurance, and I honestly wouldn't feel comfortable talking to someone else unless I absolutely needed to. I've always dealt with depression but after she was about 2 weeks everything was perfect.. and now I just feel completely isolated and alone and I hate it... I don't know what to do, but I hate these feelings lately.