so happy to be pregnant and expecting my little guy any day now but part of me still is down, if I…

so happy to be pregnant and expecting my little guy any day now but part of me still is down, if I wouldn't have miscarried in August we would already have our bundle of joy and she would be 15 weeks old already. it's never easy to think about her I'm just so blessed I was able to get pregnant again! still bittersweet!