Avery's daddy came and set up his crib!!! Update: he does want to get back together (even though he…

Avery's daddy came and set up his crib!!! Update: he does want to get back together (even though he hasn't said it, his actions speak for him.) and i would love to (you ladies know that) but i have to protect my heart and my son's, too. 1. I've come to like and appreciate where he and I are right now. we're in a good place and i dont want to rush into anything with him before its time to. if we're meant to be together it will be.

2. I've come to accept the faxt that Avery will grow up knowing than mom and dad live separately, but im not sure if Julius (dad) will want to break up again. and im not prepared to comfort my son when he cries for his daddy at night because he's used to us being together then all of a sudden we arent. its heartbreaking.

3. i love him but i cant take him hurting me again. so im being very cautious.