So... I hung out with a guy for the first time since me and Tinleys father split ways back in…

So... I hung out with a guy for the first time since me and Tinleys father split ways back in December.

When he got here I had to go into the other room to get a few things for Tinley so I laid her in her swing, and of course she was throwing a fit. While I was in the other room he got Tinley out of her swing and was trying to get her to calm down, and then when I was holding her he would rub her feet and talk to her.

It was cute seeing him like that with her, but it also broke my heart a little bit. It kills me that Tinleys father isn't around. Everyone says that I'll find someone one day that will treat Tinley like their own child, but I'm also afraid to even try to talk to someone. It's not just me that I have to think about anymore. I have a daughter and its either both of us or not, and most guys don't want to get involved with a girl who has a baby.