I'm starting to beat on my self I keep seeing woman with huge families they created or pregnant women or people talking about kids and their pregnancy stories and it's starting to break me ... I'm starting to think I'm infertile .. Why can't I get pregnant .. Why isn't my body doing what it needs to do .... I want to feel the joy of carrying a baby in my body ..feeling the movements .... I even want the pain of pushing with no meds ... But at this point I think it won't happen ... It's not a thing in this world I want more than a positive pregnancy
Took me a whole year to get pregnant with my angel baby I am now trying for my rainbow baby and it's frustrating so I totally understand
I member I was green with envy and hate and even didn't want to see or hold kids, including Neices/nephews! It will pass... And you will feel content one day I promise
try to remain positive I know it can be so hard but it will happen