30.4 weeks! I don't feel as big as what I look in pictures. I'm so proud of my little Amelia, I…

30.4 weeks! I don't feel as big as what I look in pictures. I'm so proud of my little Amelia, I still feel terrible and can't eat hardly anything but she is still growing and active always letting us know that she's ok. Today we meet with a dietitian to talk about TPN or some way to get her some nutrients. I'm feeling so defeated, I just wish I could feed my baby without all the tubes and machines. 😪 I already feel like such a failure, like I am failing at being pregnant. Stupid HG.