So my boyfriend is 24 and has a really good paying job as a manager at Costco. But he is miserable…

So my boyfriend is 24 and has a really good paying job as a manager at Costco. But he is miserable and is stepping down after I have the baby. I'll have six months so I can breast feed for that time... And then I'll have to work. I was kinda sad at first cause I really liked the idea of being a stay at home mom and I'm only 20... I've been living in people's basements and spending all my money on drugs and crap I didn't need. I've never been relied on financially , but now I think I've been looking at it all wrong. This gives me an opportunity to be that type of person, which a lot of women don't get especially if they are single moms and have to find a sitter just to go out and make a little money. I am actually a little excited now. ( I'm not lazy and don't want to work, I suffer from severe anxiety and prefer not to leave the house. Especially leaving my baby)