I don't know if it's my hormones changing but my fiancé is now back to work 11-8 5 days a week and I feel like I'm engaged to a stranger . He is only 20 and works with all very pretty 18-19 year olds . I feel like he would rather be there than here. When he gets home I'm so tired from taking care of our one week old all day and all I want to do is be loved but I feel as if we're a million miles apart. Like I'm a mother and he's just running wild living life . I'm kinda resentful that he gets to be normal and I can't . Is this normal ? I feel crazy