I'm 10 weeks an 3days an I'm asking why I'm so depressed an what I can do about me tryin to be able…

I'm 10 weeks an 3days an I'm asking why I'm so depressed an what I can do about me tryin to be able to eat I naturally have a eating problem I don't wanna eat I get sick but never throw up I jus can't eat much but I'm trying to find a to the beat of my ability to eat so my baby can anyone have some suggestions or answers??