I really hate that I have no one to really talk to without them judging me, making me feel bad, or…

I really hate that I have no one to really talk to without them judging me, making me feel bad, or not believing what I say. There is so much that I'm dealing with on the inside but don't express it to anyone or show it because it wouldn't make a difference. I'm trying hard to stay strong but sometimes I just want to break down and not have to deal with anything anymore. That won't happen so I just gotta stay strong.