so after not seeing or hearing from this jackass bf of mine. he shows up today cause he wanted to…

so after not seeing or hearing from this jackass bf of mine. he shows up today cause he wanted to talk. ALL HE DID WAS ASK ME A BUNCH OF QUESTIONS ABOUT MY SHOWER THT HE DIDNT ATTEND. AND WEN I ASK HIM Y HE DIDNT COME HE SAID CAUSE ME AND HIM NOT GOOD??? WHT?? THT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH R SON AND HE DIDNT EVEN TELL HIS FAMILY. SO AM I WRONG FOR BEING PISSSSSSED??? NOW I FEEL LIKE ITS NO COMING BACK HE IS DEAD TO ME AND HE PLAYED THE BLAME GAME ON ME LIKE IM THE PROBLEM. LIKE BRUH U BEEN ABSENT MY WHOLE PREGNANCY SO Y WOULD I WANT U AT THE BIRTH?? HE GOT SO MUCH TO LEARN AND HE TELLS ME I HAVE SO MUCH GROWING TO DO BECAUSE IM NOT SOBBING OVER HIM. YEA I HAVE A FRIEND SO WHT. BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY HE SHOULD SHAKE HIS HAND INSTEAD OF WANTING TO FIGHT HIM LIKE A LIL BOY CAUSE HE HAS DONE THT WHOLE NURSERY WITH A FULL TIME JOB AND GOING TO SCHOOL. I REALLY FUCKED UP ON THIS ONE. I CANT STOP CRYING. AND THIS IS NOT EVEN THE HALF OF IT. #TEAMNOSLEEP