So I feel myself succumbing to my personal demons meaning my depression and anxiety this week I've…

So I feel myself succumbing to my personal demons meaning my depression and anxiety this week I've discovered some things that have depressed and confused me I'm surrounded by kids that hoot and hollar 24/7 and don't know what quiet down means and don't listen to anything I say ever I'm 1125 miles away from home meaning my mom and best friend the rate that my county is crumbling is so sad and depressing I wish everyone could love everyone like I do but not everyone is like me I guess that's a reason I'm unique idk what to do I know I'm not thinking about opting out by no means but what is happening is I'm terrified and sad and backed into a corner that I don't know how to get out of