So today I found out that in 4 weeks I will deliver and a day or 2 after deliver if its vaginal I…

So today I found out that in 4 weeks I will deliver and a day or 2 after deliver if its vaginal I will go into surgery to have my surgery. I will either wake up with a tubal ligation or a total hysterectomy either way I have to do one of them. Leaning more towards to hysterectomy cause it will stop all my pain all together but I dont want the effects that come with it. I have a cyst thats growing more and more each week when they do an ultrasound. The struggle but I'm so blessed I am able to have my babies.