FTM problems... So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It's making me sad. Like I wish I could quit my job and be home with her.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Here’s my (probably) unpopular opinion: People who are chronically late to everything drive me crazy. I completely understand that it happens.. but the people who make it a personality trait, like “omg you know me! I’m never on time!” drive me insane. It’s not cute, it’s extremely disrespectful. Like, why is my time less important than yours?
Here goes nothing. (Trigger) LONG So I've been contemplating something very serious since I've found out I was pregnant. From the time I was two(the earliest I remember it) until I was 7 my older sister molested me. Between her there were other boys. One instance was of a man and his son doing it to me as well. Anyway my sister also molested my younger brother and my baby sister. She was a newborn and passed when she was 4 months old. My mom knew what happened to me as she caught her when I was around 4 but still did nothing. My mom always acted like it never happened and that I should get over it.
Judge me all you want BUT wtf is it about pregnancy that makes me so insanely flirtatious and turned on by women. Like..I don't care if my man ever touches me, I just want to be with a woman. 😅 He's always said it was okay, but..I've never found the write one to chill with. Small Towns suck..
