I'm already trying to make it with my depression and ever since I've been here (4 years now) and my…

I'm already trying to make it with my depression and ever since I've been here (4 years now) and my birthday is coming up I start getting depress because I can't be with my fam and friends..

and I really thought that now that I have Eli it would be different but it seems like the feeling is even stronger 😔

I don't even know what to do! I need to see my doctor again soon