Well.. false alarm. Im sitting at 1cm and im open now im assuming because she could feel babies head.. but she bounced back up so she aint lodged... and cervix is still kinda long..
she's here finally, shes breastfeeding perfect. im exhausted!!
UPDATE: Well i wemt back to doctor still at 5cm was sent back home my doctor said i havent dilated anymore so she said thats a good thing and she said she wanna induce me but she didnt because im 36 weeks so im dealing with pain until i hit 40 weeks witch i really hate but she also said if baby comes shes not gonna stop it so im just playing the waiting game while having contractions and still scard ima go in labor at home!!!!

so this is what im doing at 230am because this is the only way she is comfortable.. im so tired 😞😢😴
tmi i need ur opinions pik in comments! the dr said i was bleeding yesterday after she check for dialation im only 36weeks 4cm. Is this a sign for me to go to the hospital?
Well, im convinced shes just not coming at this point. 😩😂