I'm really really fucking excited and happy about having a baby. It's the best thing that's every…

I'm really really fucking excited and happy about having a baby. It's the best thing that's every happen to me.

But I'm also really really fucking worried and nervous because I know once she's here and big decisions need to be made, I have 0 support from my bf and there are so many arguments and feelings being hurt to come. He doesn't agree with a single thing I think will be best, and I understand why he doesn't agree with a few things, but I've sacrificed so much for him nobody would even understand, not even he does, so It's time to start thinking about what will be best for myself and the baby:/ I'm just not looking forward to this😣😓