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Today I felt pretty for the first time in a long time. My man got home told me my eyeliner was ugly…

Today I felt pretty for the first time in a long time. My man got home told me my eyeliner was ugly like I was trying to connect the dots. And then accused me of cheating on him because I didn't answer the phone even though I sent him a snap with me and my mom in it immediately after talking to him. I've never cheated on him. I have no guys on Instagram or Facebook or snapchat. In fact, he cheated on me. I said I would never hurt you the way you hurt me and he said it only happened once. Which it happened countless times. I said his

ex was a dirty slut who cheated on him and he told me that I know nothing and I'm stupid. How could he say it only happened ONCE?!? He then brought up my last abusive relationship and said that I must have been happy because I married the guy. I had to remind him that I wasn't in the right mind when I said yes. I was so emotionally and psychically abused I thought I didn't deserve better. I was depressed. I ended up having a terrible panic attack and he has yet to apologize. I'm so hurt. Today I felt beautiful only to be reminded that all I've ever had is abusive cheating boyfriends. I fall in love with the wrong men and I don't know how to walk away. 😔 I told him I want to break up. Who knows if I'll have the strength to actually leave this time.

It's not good to be with him :( I was also in an abusive relationship where I thought I didn't deserve better. Seems like the pattern keeps repeating. We girls get into this beauty and the beast mindset like we can change these monsters into gentlemen but nothing while change them except themselves. You need away from that and that's not a man you want your baby around. You're beautiful and I could never do my eyeliner like that! I'll show you a picture real quick.

Marlaena Lowe09.07.2016

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I did my makeup like this twice.. Everyone told me it looked amazing and I felt beautiful the first time I did it. The second time my abusive boyfriend told me I looked fucking stupid and I shouldn't do it like that again because I looked like a clown.. I haven't done it like that since even though I'm not even with him anymore.. Don't let men tear you down like that.

Jovanna09.07.2016

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You deserve better and you know better. Would you like your daughter to think its ok to be in that kind of relationship?? I myself was in a relationship like that and I saw it growing up I looked up to my mother when she left my father. Then she moved with my step father and he was worse than my father. I understand it's hard, but no women deserves to be treated like shit!! You will do better by yourself than being with someone who treats you like shit!

Heaven09.07.2016

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@rockysmommy, you look gorgeous I can't believe he said that to you 💔😢 men are terrible sometimes😔 thank you all for the encouraging words I feel so low right now @junesmommy_15 @jovromero @showersoverflowers

Jovanna09.07.2016

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If you need to talk I'm here :) @mamabear9456 I know its tough guys could be very idiotic at times!! My fiance pisses me off when he thinks I'm talking to another dude like really I'm having a child and were engaged!! Ughhh I just want to slap some sence in to him!!Girl like I said you deserve better if he doesn't appreciate you then his loss and someone else's treasure :) first find yourself.

Marlaena Lowe09.07.2016

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Just like you look gorgeous and don't deserve to be talked to like he talks to you. Get away from that.

Autumn09.07.2016

set your standards

Autumn09.07.2016

💁

Desirae09.07.2016

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You are truly beautiful and he acts like he does not deserve a woman like you. You do not have to put up with this abusive bullshit. You could do so much better. Be strong.