I miss my son 😢 I know I'm doing this for the good of his future and to benefit his life, and bring…

I miss my son 😢 I know I'm doing this for the good of his future and to benefit his life, and bring a new found closeness to our bond as a family, but I seriously miss his annoying, disrespectful self. I just pray this place opens his eyes and changes his heart. I pray I made the right choice. And I pray for his safety. It's not easy being a mother to a child with mental illness or behavioral disorders. It's not easy being a mother, period. And sometimes, it's even harder to be a good mother who had to make these types of decisions. I am gonna start a journal tonight, where I write a letter to him each night till he comes home and give it to him when he does get to come home.